haggard days.......

oh my,,,

thre so many things to do,,, and I'm tired of thinking what will i do first...

gudevening guys....

I Use it As A Diary...CAN I ASK A QUESTION?!

I want to use it as a diary because now i want someone to talk with but now Iam in my room and think and think and think...It's not really a problem but i became confused in what my friends said to me...and in their side I know that they care for me why they tell me (its about my boyfriend)hay...it's really an old issue but i know it's true and it's possible to happen...:(
. I know that problem is just a trial that given by God but sometimes trials makes us feel alone...
. i know that in a relationship trust is very important in a relationship but can you really trust the person that you can't see and talk regularly?!
. can you love a person in a long time while you too far and now the only communication you have was text?!
. can you give you fully concentrate to what you do if in your mind is the man you want to see, talk and be with you on that time?!
. can you you answer his promise if in your mind is your not sure if you can still love him?!
. is being busy is an excuse why he can't contact you?!
. whom you will trust?! a person you love or a friend who see and always their in your ups and down?!
. is that ok to ask for a break up when your tired and always sad in your relationship even though you love that person?!
. CAN you still love a person if you know that your relationship is not good or if you relation was in a wrong time...?!
. but if i end it up, would you be happy?!
. would i be more relax and free from worries?!


I LOVE YOU GUYS, I WISH THAT OUR FRIENSHIP WOULD END UP TILL WE GET OLD...and its ended up here..........

I Use it As A Diary

I want to share something ...

1. I don't believe that jelousy is a sign of love for the person, for me it's a sign that you don't have a trust to your partner.
2. Don't believe in what you saw in the picture, cause picture doesn't really portrait or view what they really mean.
3. experience is the best teacher... and its proven and tested!!!
4. you may say that life is unfair, but we only say this if we suffer or feel that were alone or lonely or we don't get what we want in our life, look always to the brighter side why these things happen to us and you will never say that life is UNFAIR!!!

HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!

i had a dreAM... :)

last night I had a dream about a 3 ghosts. the first ghost was an acolite in our school and the second acolite was a old woman,, I knew that sahe was a ghost because when she was picking up something in the floor, her hands invisible or let me say she can't pick it or even move it.
and she is the one who are scarring me in the whole morning,,,
the third ghost was a old woman, as old as a grandmother with a long white hair, but i became confused if she was a real ghost because she hit her head in the door...

and after I wake up, i realize and i thought why i dream that way?! i that because, i formerly I want to had a third eye and saw a ghost and any under creature...but in my case, after i dreamed, i decided to changed my decision and now, I don't want to have a third eye and see them...

and I meant it!!!!

just a reflection and sometimg to share also

hello...
gudeve guys...
this will be my third post in my blog.... hope you visit it!!!!
thankyou.... :) : )

after i read my fried's promlem, and knew my close fren what was happening in their house and why she didn't go to school...

well, even i already know before that their is a problem like this, but i still thinking and sometimes amaze?! or let's say... i can't believe...

can't believe because... i thought that were all blessed by GOD but in different ways...




-i love my former friends but more value my new and who are still there and stay where we are...
-i heared many things about me, but i ignore it cause i think they don't know my side is,,,,and sometimes i don't want to defend myself
-i love dreams will my love, but i think not all dreams will come through so i just dream and hope that we will last and be strong as we go along our straggles or difficulties in life
-i love my friends but if i feel that they don't what me to be with together with their love ones... so i respect what she or he wants.


thats al for today... cause there still someone need to us our computer
thanks and Godbless

just a reflection in life...

some of my thoughts

for me: 1. be a good listener, it will help you learn different things.
2. don't too much when your angry, you may say things you don't really meant to say
3. don't ever judge people by just getting info from others, be friends with them and have an open conversation the think what you can say to them.
4. learn to weight thight before you make a decision, or try to do a list in your mind the positve or the negative if you do it or not.

on my 19th birthday

ok i'll start my very first blog in my life... at first i don't have an idea what topic or what i want to share in this blog... then i end up to just pick on my previous birthday celebration.
on my birthday,,, i don't reminded my friend or even invited them cause i know that they will not come because they were busy or they will said that my place was far from them,,, as my friends want... of course to treat them,,, so we planned to eat a lunch in the kfc and watch a movie on monday,,,"eclipse" hehe we want a 3d but as i know... ther's no 3d movie in the rbinson,,,,
but i have another reason why i don't remind or invits them... it is to chech or see if tey will remember my special day... which is my birthday... my birthday celebration was a simple but it makes me happy but there was one thing that it makes me sad,,, my boyfriend forgot it,,, but he said he's not... hehe so whatever reason he said hope its true!!!

hope this first post of my blog will be ok...